Thursday, August 19, 2010

tab Muskurana aadat ban gayi

Cant stop smiling. Just the thought that I'm so happy makes me feel even more happy.

He is taking care of me so well. If I start listing out..

haan its like that, whenever he asks me why I love him, I tell him, the list is so long that if I start, our lives will get over but not the list. So lets keep the list aside and let me just love you :)

He takes care of me so well. Damn! I miss his hugs
and on all the trips, God bless him for all he did for me.

I want to dance with him, dance like craaazzzyyyyy.

Dance a proper choroeographed song :)

I want to do things for him, I want to dress well, I want to look good,
I already feel beautiful with him.

He is such a darling baby. My love he is!

He is this and a lot more...

Finally after 9 yrs..

Everytime I see a photo, I feel so lucky. I can apply Google's caption for him, "I'm feeling lucky"

Shukhranallah!!


I'm right now listening to 'Shukhranallah' song..

All I can imagine is both of us listening to this beautiful song sitting under a star-studded sky and looking at each other lovingly and singing this very song for each other..

Actually I'd prefer the song playing in the background and me just lovingly looking at my most prized possession. I know, feels strange that I'm sayin I want to sit 'quietly' par kya karoon, when its him, I want to stay sitting in the shadows of the curtains watching him. I dont care if I'm not the performer as long as I get to watch him. I want to see him in action. I'll be his secret and best cheerleader, his supporter on every front, his humraaz, his confidante, his loyal Senapati.. sorry Senapatni :P

Just for each other...

I'm so excited and enthu about spending my whole life with you..
I want to go to sleep in your safe, secure loving arms free from all the troubles of the world.
And when you are feeling low, I want to be your partner in crime in murdering the cause of your sadness, and then you fall asleep, safe and secure in my loving hug for you. :)

I'll always be there for you for anything anytime. I'll be your strength, your pillar of support, I'll encourage you in everything you ever want to do. We'll live life together, we'll face life together, we'll love life together. You'll love every moment with me all our life, rest assured :) I'll help you discover yourself and irrespective of your successes or the stepping stones to success, I'll be ever ready with a comforting hug and a kiss that silently means, 'I'm proud of you baby!'
I know you love me as much as I do. With heart, mind, body and soul..
My dear dear husband, how can I ever thank you for loving me and treating me like a darling Princess.. I feel so special.. Thank you.. !

Its amazing..
How you can speak right to my heart
Without saying a word, you can light up the dark
The smile on your face
Lets me know that you need me
There's a truth in your eyes
Saying you'll never leave me
The touch of your hand says 
You'll catch me whenever I fall...

Tum ho toh gaata hai dil..
Tum nahi tho geet kahaan..
Tum ho toh hai sab haasil..
Tum nahi tho rasta kahaan..
Jo tum ho tho yeh lagta hai ki mil gayi har khushi.. 
Jo tum na ho tho lagta hai ki har khushi mein hai kami..
Tumko hai maangti, yeh zindagiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii..........

P.S. I'll always..

9 is a complete hopeless romantic in every way you can think of.
It is coz of her, her writings, her proud proclaimations that I learnt how beautiful a romantic can be.
Its coz of her too that I revisited Bollywood and found it has done an excellent job in the portrayal of every human emotion possible.
P.S. I'll always.. is also how she refers to love and I love it.. The phrase itself is so beautiful, without saying anything, it says so much. P.S. I'll always.. and that is my only assurance to him. For this life and for the life after.

Have never really been a romantic before but now I'm amazed at myself, at how romantic I can be.

This is an ode to my love, my love which inspires me, which makes me believe good things happen and how!!

Love is what I shall be indebted to. Love is what I shall credit my life to.
For, its the love of my parents that brought me into this beautiful world to experience love in all its forms, all its varieties from all its sources...

My blue-eyed baby..
I've never felt like this before.
It feels like an awakening, only difference is, its neither for a revolution or for a rebellion.
Its a beautiful path to self-discovery of the hidden me.
The hidden me which is being pampered by you to come out, unleash itself and feel your love.

The journey started 9 yrs ago for us.. without our knowledge.. and when we did realise, we were on different roads. Parallel paths that seem to be together but can never actually meet each other. The journey so far is filled with as many ups and downs as there are elevations and depressions on the surface of our beautiful earth. Note the adjective. It is Becoz of these inconsistent, surprising things does the earth look so beautiful and so does our love.

The realisation happened late when we almost lost each other.
Yes, almost. And I'm glad that 'almost' exists in the earlier line, coz now finally after 9 years, we have found each other and are loving being together.

Looking back, glad the realisation happened and the happy journey has taken off to an exciting roller-coaster ride start. Am waiting to see more of life unfold. I'm ready for anything. I'm gonna welcome any surprises that are waiting at every turn of our journey with unbiased feelings. Coz I know he'll be with me thru thick and thin, sit with me with equal elan, be it comforting cushions or pricking pins.

The more we face things together, the more we keep getting better.


Lovingly yours,
Happy girl! :)