NO. don't read this

Ages ago..
Two souls in presence of the Lord
Asked to grant them a wish

Even if we end up taking birth in different bodies
Please ensure the life in us is always connected

blah blah blah! tried to translate a song, it's going awry! scary! so I'll stop here :P

Smile please! :)

Buchki buchki buchki

today was a day filled with mixed emotions.
Bad emotions for other reasons
Good emotions for your reasons
Today for the 1st time ever,
you had a smiley before every word you pinged!

Imagine my happiness to first see the smile and then the words
Like it was for real.
like you are 1st smiling at me and then talking to me
like it happens when you are in person!

I didn't get to kiss you

I had a wonderful dream yesterday.
You know what happened in the dream?
You came home! yes. You came to my home in our city and it was such a pleasant surprise!! You told me that you reached a day before that, but you wanted to surprise me so didnt inform me :)
I was so excited to see you, my dad and mom and sis were talking to you, how was your trip and stay etc. ani.. and I was just looking at you from a little far unable to believe my eyes that you were actually there. and then everybody got into their own works, and I was still staring at you! you come close to me and bend a little. Just to convince myself that it's really you in blood and flesh I decide to kiss you and press my lips and pout them out. A smile on your face and suddenly someone calls you so you turn and go. I didn't get to kiss you :(



Then next scene we're in Goa or some such water place.
There it's you me and some of our frns - none that we are usually around. Not LPD or family or the girls or them like. they were all new frns. and we went there, wahaan par you were so quiet. and we were all in water, some stupid drunkards also jumped into the pool and were misbehaving so you and a couple of boys from our gang started warding them off and got the girls outside the pool. I was just waiting for one chance to kiss you. there, me and the other girls were waiting for you guys outside the pool. Finally you come out and change and we're all headed off back to our stay. I've still not got a chance to kiss you!

Then, I hope atleast the night will be in my favour. but since you just came everyone wanted to be around you and the night went off like that and I was very tired so I slept off. I didn't get to kiss you :(


I was feeling so bad when I woke up! but I was happy you came back :D and I got to see you in person. I didn't get to touch you or kiss you - that was sad but you were back! - that was happy :) :) :) Looking forward to more such happy dreams where I can kiss you too :P :D

Reach me.

I've been missing you so much!

I don't know why; it's almost like more than mom I'm missing you.
I don't know if that's good or bad :(

Oh! I'm feeling so...

I've been shopping all by myself, for myself, missing company for shopping.
Remembering those good old days when we'd shopped together. and when I see so many young couples shopping together for their homes; I miss you so dearly...

Why can't you be with me?
Why can't I be with you?
Oh, when will this separation end
will it even end?
Should it end
What are you thinking.
Is it working
Will it work


I'm missing your embrace - my safest heaven
I want to cry in your arms
I want to feel you with/ near/ around me all the time.

Buchkiiiiii reach me love.

I miss you terribly.

I love you.

hi

I was hoping you'd call.
Just to enquire how I'm.
If I settled down. If I was missing home.
You were the only one I'd probably not mind being a crybaby to :)

Well, anyway; a new start.
This place is good so far.
Got dad to windowshop with me for a couple of hours in a shopping mall; that has to be the highlight of it all, my dad who never steps into a shopping area!

No complaints.

I know you are not reading this now; but if you were to ever read it in future;
I just want to tell you; I'm not expecting. I'm not complaining :)

ode to Kamala

Thanks to her, I now exactly know what my gift for my husband will be on his 1st birthday after we wed :) I can't stop feeling elated about it already ... blushing comes so naturally to me now! I'm waiting for that day... come soon, his birthday after wedding ....... :) I love you

Intezaar... kab tak

dekhne waalon ne kya kya nahi dekha hoga...

mera daawa hai ki tujhsa nahi dekha hoga..

jis tarah maine teri raah thaki hai barson

yun kisine tera rasta nahi dekha hoga