I returned here to see if I never mentioned anywhere here that I'll take care of our home. I went thru the earlier posts, and in the post titled "I'm not marrying a maid"I very clearly mentioned that becoz he is so sweet and respects women and agrees that a house and its work should be shared by both the man and the woman, I will do all the house work. Whatever the work be and the reason being only that he values and respects the role of a woman and is not like the regular men who try to pin up their wives to the kitchen. I was happy and proud and declared that I'd do all my home's work coz I want to and not coz I'm supposed to. Somebody tell me if that doesn't sound as an assurance that I'll take care of things, what does?
I never expected this. You are chucking me out of your life coz I can't cook? Coz I'm not assuring you I'll be a good cook and a home maker? Buchki seriously? You of all people doing this to me?
I for some reason assumed you understood me, my temperament, my attitude, my behaviour. But looks like I've remained a mystery to you too. I thought atleast with you I don't have to spell out my intentions or speak out my thoughts. It's only you who'd understand every unspoken word of mine and take good care of me. I might never tell you all that you want to hear from me but I really wish you thought a little better of me and understood a little more of me, coz I'm gonna do everything that a wife, a mother, a woman does for her family. I would. Just the thought that you didn't think likewise of me hurts.
I don't know if this is the reason you want me out of your life or you want me out of your life hence, the reason? I'm sorry if I'm hurting you with this question of mine but I'm hurting. I don't want it this way :(
There has to be some or the other thing that has to go on in our life, isn't it?
Anyway I hope you read this before you make.a place for someone else in your heart and take me back. I'm shameless no?? I'm crying so bad my stomach is aching. It was just getting well but
I never expected this. You are chucking me out of your life coz I can't cook? Coz I'm not assuring you I'll be a good cook and a home maker? Buchki seriously? You of all people doing this to me?
I for some reason assumed you understood me, my temperament, my attitude, my behaviour. But looks like I've remained a mystery to you too. I thought atleast with you I don't have to spell out my intentions or speak out my thoughts. It's only you who'd understand every unspoken word of mine and take good care of me. I might never tell you all that you want to hear from me but I really wish you thought a little better of me and understood a little more of me, coz I'm gonna do everything that a wife, a mother, a woman does for her family. I would. Just the thought that you didn't think likewise of me hurts.
I don't know if this is the reason you want me out of your life or you want me out of your life hence, the reason? I'm sorry if I'm hurting you with this question of mine but I'm hurting. I don't want it this way :(
There has to be some or the other thing that has to go on in our life, isn't it?
Anyway I hope you read this before you make.a place for someone else in your heart and take me back. I'm shameless no?? I'm crying so bad my stomach is aching. It was just getting well but
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