Baby buchki I really wish I could get atleast some time to spend with you before you go.
Forgive me for all the hurtful phases I put you thru. Trust Me when I say they won't repeat again. I'll take very good care of you. Keep singing, don't lose practice. You are beautiful, you sing beautiful, you dance beautiful ... I want to dance with you like you. You we elegant, you are like my Bruce Wills. Your favorite actor he is no? And take care baby, stay safe and away from sad ppl. Khush raho aur sab tumhari wajah se khush ho!
You are an amazing Guy that God has made, and he keeps fine tuning you everytime you visit him, and you just keep getting better and better.
And before you go, don't forget to record songs for me on my mobile phone :)
Baby...
Saturday, February 5, 2011
hey babylu
So much of love coming off for you :)
Just saw the movie my super ex girlfriend. It was funny, I found it a little cute too.. don't know what's with me these days I'm finding everything cute .. I'm going all awwww.. and wowwww... and ohhhhhh... tell me full story and all that to anything I hear about love, love stories, cute little incidents :)
YOU ARE BRINGING OUT THE GIRL IN ME SASANK NEELI :) :-*
You are right, talking and discussing things with ppl helps. Abhi Maine uncle se baat kiya tha and suddenly it set in ki Tum ja rahe ho, and I'm gonna miss you so badly! Today you booked your ticket, I'm happy very happy about it. I'm glad you are going, taking time off for yourself, feel good baby! Feel the goodness in you :-) just believe in yourself.
You are going to explore the world my Marco Polo! Remember me in all your feelings, feel me in all your doings, do know that I'll be here, completely supportive and completely encouraging like a girl should be, by her Guy :)
When you want to start something,
When you need help thinking something,
Just start it off and you know I'll complete
it for you or assist you in completing it,
standing by you, helping you to stay awake
thru the exam nights. Not only exams,
projects also any challenges also..
Like this picture mein, he started off and
she is helping him finish no? like that only!
I'm glad to be your girl buchki .. actually no.. I'm not.
I'm SUPERGLAD to be your girl buchki :-D
You are my super hero! My darling, my love!
I'm gonna be with you thru my words
pressing ENTER everytime :)
True words no when I say,
I'm sending love.. I'm actually
'sending' love :)
Just saw the movie my super ex girlfriend. It was funny, I found it a little cute too.. don't know what's with me these days I'm finding everything cute .. I'm going all awwww.. and wowwww... and ohhhhhh... tell me full story and all that to anything I hear about love, love stories, cute little incidents :)
YOU ARE BRINGING OUT THE GIRL IN ME SASANK NEELI :) :-*
You are right, talking and discussing things with ppl helps. Abhi Maine uncle se baat kiya tha and suddenly it set in ki Tum ja rahe ho, and I'm gonna miss you so badly! Today you booked your ticket, I'm happy very happy about it. I'm glad you are going, taking time off for yourself, feel good baby! Feel the goodness in you :-) just believe in yourself.
You are going to explore the world my Marco Polo! Remember me in all your feelings, feel me in all your doings, do know that I'll be here, completely supportive and completely encouraging like a girl should be, by her Guy :)
When you want to start something,
When you need help thinking something,
Just start it off and you know I'll complete
it for you or assist you in completing it,
standing by you, helping you to stay awake
thru the exam nights. Not only exams,
projects also any challenges also..
Like this picture mein, he started off and
she is helping him finish no? like that only!
I'm glad to be your girl buchki .. actually no.. I'm not.
I'm SUPERGLAD to be your girl buchki :-D
You are my super hero! My darling, my love!
I'm gonna be with you thru my words
pressing ENTER everytime :)
I'm sending love.. I'm actually
'sending' love :)
Saturday, January 29, 2011
buchki baby
Buchki kanna, isn't it affecting you like its affecting me?
I'm finding it so difficult to behave normally with you.
It feels so orchestrated. I like our friendship.
But... I love you much more than that.
You cannot renounce me just because I'm not promising to cook afterwards.
You are the last person I'd think of to behave like that. Where did your broad mindedness go? Where did the wonderful Guy inside you go who assured me life would be very happy without the regular fights about silly things?
It cannot be you who is doing this to me. If you want to get rid of me, just say you don't want to be together. But please don't let this be a reason for breaking this up.
First, it was an assurance of being a good wife, then living together, then sex life, then cooking??? You just seem to be coming up with more and more reasons to tell me - I need that in my life, if you can't promise that to me, you can't be a part of my life.
It's hurting every time I talk to you only to realise he is not mine anymore. I don't have a right over him. I can't be behaving like this with him now. Can I talk to him about everything still? Can I discuss all my innate fears with him still? I want a Guy in my life, I want you in my life as that not anyone else. It feels so sad and so crappy and I still laugh along and try to keep you in good spirits. I don't know how much is too much. I don't know my limits. Draw them for me, will you?
Why does it always boil down to me begging guys that I want to remain in their lives, that I want to be accepted. Is it so difficult for ppl to accommodate me in their lives?
I'm finding it so difficult to behave normally with you.
It feels so orchestrated. I like our friendship.
But... I love you much more than that.
You cannot renounce me just because I'm not promising to cook afterwards.
You are the last person I'd think of to behave like that. Where did your broad mindedness go? Where did the wonderful Guy inside you go who assured me life would be very happy without the regular fights about silly things?
It cannot be you who is doing this to me. If you want to get rid of me, just say you don't want to be together. But please don't let this be a reason for breaking this up.
First, it was an assurance of being a good wife, then living together, then sex life, then cooking??? You just seem to be coming up with more and more reasons to tell me - I need that in my life, if you can't promise that to me, you can't be a part of my life.
It's hurting every time I talk to you only to realise he is not mine anymore. I don't have a right over him. I can't be behaving like this with him now. Can I talk to him about everything still? Can I discuss all my innate fears with him still? I want a Guy in my life, I want you in my life as that not anyone else. It feels so sad and so crappy and I still laugh along and try to keep you in good spirits. I don't know how much is too much. I don't know my limits. Draw them for me, will you?
Why does it always boil down to me begging guys that I want to remain in their lives, that I want to be accepted. Is it so difficult for ppl to accommodate me in their lives?
Friday, January 28, 2011
You are a good girl but..
I returned here to see if I never mentioned anywhere here that I'll take care of our home. I went thru the earlier posts, and in the post titled "I'm not marrying a maid"I very clearly mentioned that becoz he is so sweet and respects women and agrees that a house and its work should be shared by both the man and the woman, I will do all the house work. Whatever the work be and the reason being only that he values and respects the role of a woman and is not like the regular men who try to pin up their wives to the kitchen. I was happy and proud and declared that I'd do all my home's work coz I want to and not coz I'm supposed to. Somebody tell me if that doesn't sound as an assurance that I'll take care of things, what does?
I never expected this. You are chucking me out of your life coz I can't cook? Coz I'm not assuring you I'll be a good cook and a home maker? Buchki seriously? You of all people doing this to me?
I for some reason assumed you understood me, my temperament, my attitude, my behaviour. But looks like I've remained a mystery to you too. I thought atleast with you I don't have to spell out my intentions or speak out my thoughts. It's only you who'd understand every unspoken word of mine and take good care of me. I might never tell you all that you want to hear from me but I really wish you thought a little better of me and understood a little more of me, coz I'm gonna do everything that a wife, a mother, a woman does for her family. I would. Just the thought that you didn't think likewise of me hurts.
I don't know if this is the reason you want me out of your life or you want me out of your life hence, the reason? I'm sorry if I'm hurting you with this question of mine but I'm hurting. I don't want it this way :(
There has to be some or the other thing that has to go on in our life, isn't it?
Anyway I hope you read this before you make.a place for someone else in your heart and take me back. I'm shameless no?? I'm crying so bad my stomach is aching. It was just getting well but
I never expected this. You are chucking me out of your life coz I can't cook? Coz I'm not assuring you I'll be a good cook and a home maker? Buchki seriously? You of all people doing this to me?
I for some reason assumed you understood me, my temperament, my attitude, my behaviour. But looks like I've remained a mystery to you too. I thought atleast with you I don't have to spell out my intentions or speak out my thoughts. It's only you who'd understand every unspoken word of mine and take good care of me. I might never tell you all that you want to hear from me but I really wish you thought a little better of me and understood a little more of me, coz I'm gonna do everything that a wife, a mother, a woman does for her family. I would. Just the thought that you didn't think likewise of me hurts.
I don't know if this is the reason you want me out of your life or you want me out of your life hence, the reason? I'm sorry if I'm hurting you with this question of mine but I'm hurting. I don't want it this way :(
There has to be some or the other thing that has to go on in our life, isn't it?
Anyway I hope you read this before you make.a place for someone else in your heart and take me back. I'm shameless no?? I'm crying so bad my stomach is aching. It was just getting well but
Friday, October 8, 2010
A Wow day
Wow! What a brilliant news!! What an excellent news!!!
I can use only superlatives for this moment and nothing less will justify it.
He got this two days earlier.
He showed it to me today. He told me he wanted to see my expression when I see it.
On the way from ofc to home, he told me its white in colour and will fit in my palm.
I dont know why, but I ended up asking if its a white rat he got as a pet?
And the way he burst out laughing, such a comforting laugh.. I hadn't heard him laugh like that in ages!
I was so glad he laughed!! It made me feel happy and comfortable :)
Thank you!
And we decided we'd meet tomorrow since he'd be busy helping his parents for their journey today.
again for some reason.. I felt I wanted to meet him. I was the one who told him to meet.. I just wanted to meet him.
I called him and luckily he was near by. Met at the circle, I was so glad to see him.
He was beaming since the time we saw each other, and my face which just couldnt make itself smile since morning automatically broke into a smile. I felt so good. and he was like OMG OMG OMG.
(He said I was looking very pretty) :)
After all that, I kissed him on his shoulder while sitting behind on the bike. I know he felt good and relieved but I know I was equally relieved and felt extremely good to kiss him.
I totally forgot he had to show me something. I was just happy he was with me.
and he asked me if we shud be going to the lake or near the temple to see that.
I was like ok, lets go towards the temple since the lake is a li'l far.
We went, stopped near the side stairs of the temple and he opened the dikki and pulled out an envelope.
I had no clue what to expect.
I saw the cover. The 1st thing I noticed was UPC. I misread it as UPSC and I thought he got me an application form for my exam :)
But I was in for a surprise, it read..
I was so happy, I was speechless!!
OMG he got an Interview letter from SSB. Services Selection Board.!!!
Suddenly everything from our 1st day came flashing back.
I remember telling him the day he asked me out.
"I want you to do whatever you ever wanted to do. I know you are interested in getting into Defence. Nothing should stop you from doing what you want to do. I'll be proud of you if you get into Defence.
I always felt he had an inclination to join Defence services. and I wanted to be by his side while he achieved it. I remember this talk very clearly. and after I said that he hugged me :)
I suddenly remembered that incident. I felt so good. It was indeed happening..
We decided we'll both work on it and he will make it :)
I know he will.
Has to work out a li'l - lose 16 kgs, learn to do chin-ups and increase the speed and rate of other physical exercises.. he will do all that and more.. coz if he does, he has high chances of getting thru as he already has awesome height and big chest.. I offered to give him some of mine too if he wanted.. and he smiled..
he said it was sweet that I offered such an offer.. ha ha ah .. I cant stop laughing! :)
baby.. we have to make it.
Then, it will be very nice.
I love you very much kanna..
Nuvvu naa Sri Ramudivi. Naa Sree Rama rakshavi.. not the Ramayana wala.. Godavari cinema wala :)
I can use only superlatives for this moment and nothing less will justify it.
He got this two days earlier.
He showed it to me today. He told me he wanted to see my expression when I see it.
On the way from ofc to home, he told me its white in colour and will fit in my palm.
I dont know why, but I ended up asking if its a white rat he got as a pet?
And the way he burst out laughing, such a comforting laugh.. I hadn't heard him laugh like that in ages!
I was so glad he laughed!! It made me feel happy and comfortable :)
Thank you!
And we decided we'd meet tomorrow since he'd be busy helping his parents for their journey today.
again for some reason.. I felt I wanted to meet him. I was the one who told him to meet.. I just wanted to meet him.
I called him and luckily he was near by. Met at the circle, I was so glad to see him.
He was beaming since the time we saw each other, and my face which just couldnt make itself smile since morning automatically broke into a smile. I felt so good. and he was like OMG OMG OMG.
(He said I was looking very pretty) :)
After all that, I kissed him on his shoulder while sitting behind on the bike. I know he felt good and relieved but I know I was equally relieved and felt extremely good to kiss him.
I totally forgot he had to show me something. I was just happy he was with me.
and he asked me if we shud be going to the lake or near the temple to see that.
I was like ok, lets go towards the temple since the lake is a li'l far.
We went, stopped near the side stairs of the temple and he opened the dikki and pulled out an envelope.
I had no clue what to expect.
I saw the cover. The 1st thing I noticed was UPC. I misread it as UPSC and I thought he got me an application form for my exam :)
But I was in for a surprise, it read..
I was so happy, I was speechless!!
OMG he got an Interview letter from SSB. Services Selection Board.!!!
Suddenly everything from our 1st day came flashing back.
I remember telling him the day he asked me out.
"I want you to do whatever you ever wanted to do. I know you are interested in getting into Defence. Nothing should stop you from doing what you want to do. I'll be proud of you if you get into Defence.
I always felt he had an inclination to join Defence services. and I wanted to be by his side while he achieved it. I remember this talk very clearly. and after I said that he hugged me :)
I suddenly remembered that incident. I felt so good. It was indeed happening..
We decided we'll both work on it and he will make it :)
I know he will.
- He wont have to go out of the country
- The loan will not have to be taken and that tension will be clean bowled
- If I also get into Civils, then tho like he says.. It will be awesome only no!
- Both of us will be doing what we love to do, serving our country, looking after our people.
I love you baby..
Has to work out a li'l - lose 16 kgs, learn to do chin-ups and increase the speed and rate of other physical exercises.. he will do all that and more.. coz if he does, he has high chances of getting thru as he already has awesome height and big chest.. I offered to give him some of mine too if he wanted.. and he smiled..
he said it was sweet that I offered such an offer.. ha ha ah .. I cant stop laughing! :)
baby.. we have to make it.
Then, it will be very nice.
I love you very much kanna..
Nuvvu naa Sri Ramudivi. Naa Sree Rama rakshavi.. not the Ramayana wala.. Godavari cinema wala :)
Friday, October 1, 2010
Why You ....... i dont really know . But all i know is Its You
Sweet love ........ (gudiya paapa)
I love the way you dress up to impress me..... the hairdo you sported one night like a Jamaican ( Well!! there's not much i can do there but to get impressed..... just to reckon the fact "I AM HEAD OVER HEELS IN LOVE WITH YOU" ) Muaaaaah !!i love your smile , which is something i have to see at least once a day............ (this was my condition even before i asked you out. Ever since your trip to Cochin i used to go breathless by a few pics like the ones in the link below:
http://www.facebook.com/Sangemkola?v=photos&ref=ts#!/photo.php?pid=6024061&id=766128997&ref=fbx_album
)
I felt really happy when Mom hugged you and said " Chaala Paddatigalla Pilla " good girl.....
I want a girl whom my family could accept the way she is ........ they should be able to see the love she has for me; the way we will live happily in good times and in bad.Coz the end of the day that is all that matters......we faced a lot of hurdles especially tantrums from GG and MG , and thanks to Appu and Annayya who were with us in thick and thin.......
When i feel lonely i call you when i am with people i call, as soon as i get up i send you an sms saying Good Morning, and before sleeping i give you a good night kiss......... i don't really care about the people if they are witnessing me showering love for my Buchkoo....... All that runs in my head is you are the best thing that has happened to me and i shall take really good care of you...... till my least breath.
Everything i deserve is what you have to offer me ......
నా గుడియా
It was a dull evening when I messaged her that i would pick her up and she replies me just before she is about to reach my house the following day.......
I took my dog for a walk and then comes the call ........ She said she is getting down at regular place "Pani Puri " waala thela.........i ran towards the building , the lift was stuck at the 3 floor.... i hit the stairs . I was breathing heavily but finally reached home..... took the keys and ran down and to my surprise i accidentally got the car keys .....
All i could picture was Micheal Schumacker cruising through the lanes and reaching for his love who is waiting desperately like they hadn't seen each other in years ......
I was Happy i was gonna drive her home..... wanted to see her as soon as possible.... and there she was in black pants and brownish black kurti with 'Anti glare ( borrowed from Pema ) specs . Boy she was looking so pretty in that getup !!! it was that moment that i realised my girl friend is very strong at heart and she is very brave ........ she may not be physically strong like men but is bold enough to get on with a One on One match, be it an argument or a fight.
అనుకునన్న్త తేలిక కాదు ప్రేమ ని నిలబెట్టుకోడం ......... నాకు కావలిసినట్టుగానే అన్ని పద్దతులగల్ల అందమయిన చిన్ని బంగారం నువ్వు ............ నా గుడియా
then i left her home , and just like everytime ............ whenever we come close to her place she feels like hugging me oe pulling my cheeks and planting a kiss on my cheek. Honestly "I feel like i am on the top of the World"
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