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I know... I know we are gonna be on either sides of the screen now :)

But guess what it'll be very nice talking to you like this.. know why?
Coz atleast now we can see each other while talking unlike phone (he he eh eh.. bad joke aa? ok fine!)

See, dont u think this is cute? We'll also hug each other and look at each other and talk to each other lovingly through the screen like this :)

Very adorable pic no?
You feel like saying Awww.. no? I know!
haan haan, we can say.. let's say it together.
1.. 2.. 3.. Awww
:) Hugging you :-*

Oh my love! I have an idea..

A brilliant idea!!!

You know what? (ya ya I can hear you say "no, i dont know" :P
but listen.. Now that you are going to another country almost on the other side of the world, we are gonna benefit the world. Ask me how?

We love each other so much no? haan tho, while it comes to you and while yours comes to me, thoda thoda the world will also absorb love so that way, we are doing good to the world no?? We are good ppl no? Except that you are a donkey monkey stupid idiot bloody rascal lizard dog fool donkey. ya, you are. Other than that you are fine only. You want to see how our love will spread to each other? Check out the pictures! ;) like this...

like this buchki papa...
I know my hair is a li'l bad but still.. like this we'll spread love in the world..

Love to the world,
buchkis are loving,
let earth receive the loveeeeeeeeeeeee :D :D :D
let every heart receive their love
and buchkoo and buchki sing
and buchkoo and buchki sing
and buchkoo and buchki and buchkoo singgggggg

love you lovvvuuuuuuuuuuuu

You likes you likes?? :D :D :) :) :)

tussi ja rahe ho....

Buchki I'm just not able to sleep since it set in that you are leaving!! I love you I love you I love you
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before you go...

Baby buchki I really wish I could get atleast some time to spend with you before you go.
Forgive me for all the hurtful phases I put you thru. Trust Me when I say they won't repeat again. I'll take very good care of you. Keep singing, don't lose practice. You are beautiful, you sing beautiful, you dance beautiful ... I want to dance with you like you. You we elegant, you are like my Bruce Wills. Your favorite actor he is no? And take care baby, stay safe and away from sad ppl. Khush raho aur sab tumhari wajah se khush ho!
You are an amazing Guy that God has made, and he keeps fine tuning you everytime you visit him, and you just keep getting better and better.

And before you go, don't forget to record songs for me on my mobile phone :)



Baby...

hey babylu

So much of love coming off for you :)
Just saw the movie my super ex girlfriend. It was funny, I found it a little cute too.. don't know what's with me these days I'm finding everything cute .. I'm going all awwww.. and wowwww... and ohhhhhh... tell me full story and all that to anything I hear about love, love stories, cute little incidents :)
YOU ARE BRINGING OUT THE GIRL IN ME SASANK NEELI :) :-*

You are right, talking and discussing things with ppl helps. Abhi Maine uncle se baat kiya tha and suddenly it set in ki Tum ja rahe ho, and I'm gonna miss you so badly! Today you booked your ticket, I'm happy very happy about it. I'm glad you are going, taking time off for yourself, feel good baby! Feel the goodness in you :-) just believe in yourself.
You are going to explore the world my Marco Polo! Remember me in all your feelings, feel me in all your doings, do know that I'll be here, completely supportive and completely encouraging like a girl should be, by her Guy :)

When you want to start something,
When you need help thinking something,
Just start it off and you know I'll complete
it for you or assist you in completing it,
standing by you, helping you to stay awake
thru the exam nights. Not only exams,
projects also any challenges also..
Like this picture mein, he started off and
she is helping him finish no? like that only!






I'm glad to be your girl buchki .. actually no.. I'm not.
I'm SUPERGLAD to be your girl buchki :-D

You are my super hero! My darling, my love!

I'm gonna be with you thru my words
pressing ENTER everytime :)

True words no when I say,
I'm sending love.. I'm actually
'sending' love :)

buchki baby

Buchki kanna, isn't it affecting you like its affecting me?
I'm finding it so difficult to behave normally with you.
It feels so orchestrated. I like our friendship.
But... I love you much more than that.

You cannot renounce me just because I'm not promising to cook afterwards.
You are the last person I'd think of to behave like that. Where did your broad mindedness go? Where did the wonderful Guy inside you go who assured me life would be very happy without the regular fights about silly things?
It cannot be you who is doing this to me. If you want to get rid of me, just say you don't want to be together. But please don't let this be a reason for breaking this up.

First, it was an assurance of being a good wife, then living together, then sex life, then cooking??? You just seem to be coming up with more and more reasons to tell me - I need that in my life, if you can't promise that to me, you can't be a part of my life.

It's hurting every time I talk to you only to realise he is not mine anymore. I don't have a right over him. I can't be behaving like this with him now. Can I talk to him about everything still? Can I discuss all my innate fears with him still? I want a Guy in my life, I want you in my life as that not anyone else. It feels so sad and so crappy and I still laugh along and try to keep you in good spirits. I don't know how much is too much. I don't know my limits. Draw them for me, will you?


Why does it always boil down to me begging guys that I want to remain in their lives, that I want to be accepted. Is it so difficult for ppl to accommodate me in their lives?

You are a good girl but..

I returned here to see if I never mentioned anywhere here that I'll take care of our home. I went thru the earlier posts, and in the post titled "I'm not marrying a maid"I very clearly mentioned that becoz he is so sweet and respects women and agrees that a house and its work should be shared by both the man and the woman, I will do all the house work. Whatever the work be and the reason being only that he values and respects the role of a woman and is not like the regular men who try to pin up their wives to the kitchen. I was happy and proud and declared that I'd do all my home's work coz I want to and not coz I'm supposed to. Somebody tell me if that doesn't sound as an assurance that I'll take care of things, what does?

I never expected this. You are chucking me out of your life coz I can't cook? Coz I'm not assuring you I'll be a good cook and a home maker? Buchki seriously? You of all people doing this to me?
I for some reason assumed you understood me, my temperament, my attitude, my behaviour. But looks like I've remained a mystery to you too. I thought atleast with you I don't have to spell out my intentions or speak out my thoughts. It's only you who'd understand every unspoken word of mine and take good care of me. I might never tell you all that you want to hear from me but I really wish you thought a little better of me and understood a little more of me, coz I'm gonna do everything that a wife, a mother, a woman does for her family. I would. Just the thought that you didn't think likewise of me hurts.
I don't know if this is the reason you want me out of your life or you want me out of your life hence, the reason? I'm sorry if I'm hurting you with this question of mine but I'm hurting. I don't want it this way :(
There has to be some or the other thing that has to go on in our life, isn't it?

Anyway I hope you read this before you make.a place for someone else in your heart and take me back. I'm shameless no?? I'm crying so bad my stomach is aching. It was just getting well but