Why do i feel like this ........Strange , Cold at times , like everything around me is just gone.... Loneliness is creeping in. My best friends are in town , yet i feel lazy to put on my pants and make an effort to meet them......... Why !!! I know i am addicted to her. Hate that feeling. I am not myself anymore..... What i used to be and what i am now ....... I have become vulnerable to one girl i've loved the most in my life.........I don't wanna let go............... hold on a little longer, but i have to get out of it. I have to stop day dreaming....... One day i will be gone . Gone long away . Each day would look into the mirror , and would try to convince my inner self, that i have to be strong, Be the ME i used to be.... The ME i used to be, was a stud (not that i am complaining about the present) ........ a dude cared who cared the least , at least when it came to down to girls !!).
Two Beautiful women of my life Ma and Sis , and now she too has become a part of my life.Such an integral part that i can't stop thinking about her at all....... Day Dreams , Sleepless Nights, Thoughts about her even when i am in the middle of a meeting....When i wake up, the first thing in the morning i check if she has arrived home for Yoga or not.......... She is everywhere , inside me too......! Strange feeling .........
I am gonna Miss her when i will be gone. I miss her even today !!!
The Only song i believe is pretty situational ....
"Hai kya yeh jo tere mere darmiyaan hai
Andekhi ansuni koi dastaan hai
Lagne lagi, ab zindagi khaali
Hai meri
Lagne lagi har saans bhi khaali
Bin tere, bin tere, bin tere
Koi khalish hai hawayon mein bin tere
Bin tere, bin tere, bin tere
Koi khalish hai hawayon mein bin tere"
I guess i have to face the reality !!! Snap outta it.......... Get Real !!I will be gone in a few days !!! Gottu get used to being alone !!!
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